God I seriously wish that like, anyone else had heard of K. J. Parker (
dolique, you don't count) because I really think he's my favorite fantasy author for several reasons. (I. research [he makes siege weapons! he can fence! he's a God-damned
blacksmith! II. interesting characters. III. Decent prose, because really too few people have it.)
Devices and Desires, which I just finished reading, is
amazing. Valens and Veatriz are pretty much the only couple I really care about in anything - they write letters to each other, and all of them made me tear up a little bit.
and throughout the whole thing there's impending doom for like everyone (I am taking bets for who dies) and all I really want is the impossible - for Valens and Veatriz to go off somewhere and be happy but seriously because of who wrote it (Mr Parker is not so much with the happy endings, or even happy middles) and because of 600 pages of plot development it's really not going to happen.
All I want is someone to talk about this with, besides the ether of the internet.